My darling, you are a solar eclipse!
You are a catastrophic moment of confusion—
when everyone stops for wonder and breath.
You are chaos and you make me
lose my sense of future and also fear.
You are an abstract painting:
so yellow, so brown, so shining black.
You transcend comprehension;
you are a beautiful headache in
the innocent form of a human—
And you don’t even know it!
You have no idea that you are
an apocalypse! The lifting of the veil—
light and dark not so clear anymore,
together at last, rogue and wild.
You are as still as a shadow and silent.
Your voice is the bursting of a sunspot.
You are a contradiction: the very
idea of duality, brought to life
before me, tempting, you enchantress.
You are not shine and you are not shadow.
You are both, simultaneously,
tension in your relaxed constancy.
You are a braid of holy sins.
Your flaws are beyond perfection.
You are the devouring of celestial bodies.
I thought your outside was dark
and your inside was light but now
I’m sure it’s the other way around.
Or perhaps you’re both and I am not philosophical.
My darling, you are too human:
I’m beginning to think you might just
be a goddess. For what is a deity
if not each of us, amplified and tenacious?
Adeline Berke is a student in Massachusetts, where she enjoys playing viola, reading past her bedtime, and contemplating life. She participates in varsity cross country and track and field for her high school. Let it be known that she never wears matching socks.